fuck kings basketball…my sisters crying, my dads pissed off, and my mom is pmsing…this is complete bullshit
fuck kings basketball…my sisters crying, my dads pissed off, and my mom is pmsing…this is complete bullshit
i told her i wasn’t interested. nothing more, but unofficially, it was because of you. i guess thats that…
i dont know how to express my feelings. i let things go and make them way bigger than they need to be. i shut people out. i ignore people. i screw myself over. i take people for granted. I never know i’m doing something wrong until someone tells me. i have way more mistakes/losses than successes. i can never help people that mean something to me. even when i really want to
I haven’t even used this tumblr in forever…but I finally have a reason to again…
It’s killing me…It really is…and it’s not that I hate you…far from it…but what am I supposed to think?
I stayed up late helping you with chem homework.
I went to your school (and even took the bus) just to spend an hour and a half with you to make sure you were doing okay.
I took shit from your friends (and mine I guess), but it was all worth it.
And now…nothing…it’s like you dropped off the face of the earth.
I’m sorry if I wasn’t enough, but I tried.
I never know what you want me to say. And even if I did, I don’t know if I could bring myself to say it.
I can’t focus, can’t sleep, can’t eat…just because I don’t know if you’re okay or not.
I must admit, I took you for granted, and I guess this is what I get.
I’m still praying for you, and I hope this is just a temporary thing.
Please stay safe.